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That lonely feeling you get after a few hundred years of being alone. Why must it happen to me? Sadly I may have to wait about a week before I am able to feed again. This is going to be a long wait...



I noticed how lonely I felt today. Sometimes the thought of being alone is unbearable. Emotionally and physically unbearable. I'm actually surprised... The first time where I do not know what to write.



Today I recognized a feeling that I am mainly used to seeing within myself. Sadness.... I actually felt sad today. My feelings were kind of mixed today... I felt sadness, anger, hurt.



Sadness for being lonely for so long. Anger for feeling anger towards myself for allowing myself to be lonely. And hurt because I have not yet found a companion.



I always fake a smile to make it seem as if I am alright. I'm the monster behind the mask.

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DarkPhurion
06:44 May 11 2015

i get "that feeling" every now and then as well, but i just learned to ignore and hide it...faking smiles and "pretending" to be ok is what i do constantly

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